I’ve been trying to cure myself since 1989
I’ve been seekin’ out all the help from every stupid method I find
They said I can’t believe in my mind
When it talks to me
I’ve been trying to heal myself since 1989
I’ve been wrecking my mental health with every stupid drug that I find
They told me don’t believe in my mind
When it talks to me
Everybody wants to know just why I don’t try anymore
All their faces tell me that I’m weak
And it makes me wanna weep
Even if I could understand what left me locked inside
I still would not know why
I’ve been trying to cure myself since 1989
I’ve been seeking out all the help from every stupid drug that I find
I’ve been trying to heal myself since 1989
I’ve been trying to kill myself since 1989
credits
from The Precure Album,
released October 5, 2021
Verse melody written in 2014, bassline for the A minor reggae bits partially written in 2012 and completed from 2019->2020. Lyrics and bridge written in 2019, hornlines written in 2020.
Bassline written by me except for the intro before the words, and two bars during the bridge on the Dminor chord. Those were Nehemiah
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